ayee.

stayed at home the whole day.

studied dct for today.
digital communication tech.

nothing much i guess.

i'm yours cover by alyssa.


always had a thing for girls with guitars. haha.
piano's awesome, but guitar, just works for me! :X

maybe cause i'm not musically inclined. lol!

des asked me an interesting question.
why am i still single, he raised quite akwardly. lol.

its a very complicated question. there are many reasons.

but all in all, it just adds up to two things.

i'm not ready and it'd be complicated to be my girl now.

so until someone appears to make everything worthwhile. (:

the greatest discovery of my generation is that man can alter his life simply by altering his attitude of mind.
William James

keep your face to the sunshine and you will not see the shadow.

.

ayee.

went to school in the morning.
had to be store room keeper for awhile.
cause the campers needed to put their bags.

mechatronics study camp that is.

mr.goh and ms.tan gave all the juniors my number.
and my msn email! invasion of privacy i say! lol.
no wonder i have so many people asking me things.
messages from people i don't even know. -.-!
apparently they know me when i don't know them. aike.

weexin passed me some christmas presents. haha.
abit early huh... but its very sweet of you. nice chocolates too! (:

mr.arefin looked for me later on.
apparently i have to do the graduation video for mte.
asked me to recommand other people who i think should do.
i think he's abit weird. ask me for a girl in the video.
not like mechatronic has that much girls to choose from please. :X
of course it must be jane right! hahaha. else.. hmm. ermm. ehhh. LOL.

have to find photos for a collation or something.
he says he got quite a few photos of me already,
ask me if i could help him find photos of other students.
i almost wanted to ask. what do you mean you have my photos! D:

*screams and points* STALKER! lol. JOKING. :X

anyway. went to eat kfc with my classmates.

left and trained to cityhall later, reached around two.

closed-door SPRING scholarship invitation.
had around i think thirty to fourty people?
luckily there were alot of familiar faces. haha.
met hongwei, yibiao, rasmus, rastus and sihui there too.
rasmus and rastus are twins. banking&finance bikers. haha.

anyway. the thing ended around six plus. ate together.

homed later on.

faith moves mountains, but you have to keep pushing while you are praying.
Mason Cooley

trust your own instinct. let your mistakes be your own, instead of someone else's.

.

ayee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALLY! (:

may your special day be filled with fond memories,

awesome friendship and many, many happy hours to be. (:

and as promised, i'll be dating you out soon. :D

anyway! studied project management today.

ohyaaa. forgot to mention,
mr.quah interviewed me on friday.
something for the psc scholarship thing.
ms.tan and ms.foo writing my testimonial for it.
i dont think i did much stuffs in school to write.

saw something very funny on facebook. lol.

just because i talk to other girls doesn't mean i'm flirting.


well, i'm sorry acs for dragging you in this post. LOL.

every man is free to rise as far as he's able or willing, but the degree to which he thinks determines the degree to which he'll rise.

Ayn Rand

the way in which we think of ourselves has everything to do with how our world sees us.

.

ayee.

watching a new show now. FRINGE.
its a nice show! sci-fi and about fringe science. (:

anyway. studied rmv today.
robotic and machine vision.
don't say i always short cut. :X

my programming uses matrices.. but.
seriously, such a chore to do matrices in my mind. ):
alas, its okay. will be over soon before long. lol.

hmmmm! photo from my birthday. (:

our minds can shape the way a thing will be because we act according to our expectations.

Federico Fellini

what a man thinks of himself, that is what determines, or rather indicates, his fate.

.

ayee.

woke up late for school today,
haven't had such a nice long sleep.
its been such a long time. (:

anyway. the main focus today is.

ME Christmas Party! - a party for ME! :D

hard at work preparing the gifts for all.


well, mes room isn't always this messy. hahaha. :X


preparing the tree and decorations, with marc and gretchen.


many many small gifts for everyone. hahaha. (:


festive enough?


a Christmas tree deserving of a good HOHOHO. lol.


jiayi and meee. (:


the snowboy is quite cute right?


turkey delight. such a delight!


it cannot be a xmas party without log cakes! (:


ham anyone? there was ALOT of FOOD. hahahaa!


listening, preparing for the games.


the next generation. exposure! nice job hakim and faz! (:


ailin, me and jiayi! (:


jasper and steven in too!


jasper and me.


jiayi and i


ailin and i


everyone! hahaha.


nice photo right. guess who took it. :X


WELCOME ME. adpt don't you think? hahaha. :b


jingwei, jiayi and maxine


just to prove a point. hahahahaha!


jiayi, ailin and jingwei!


and another photo! (:


we both look spastic. haha. :X


the aftermath, cleaning up.


a da vinci painting?


ohhh there goes the tree. ):


finally, leaving off with this photo. an early Xmas greeting. (:


the thing always happens that you really believe in; and the belief in a thing makes it happen
Frank Lloyd Wright

you have to believe in happiness, or happiness never comes. merry xmas. (:

.

ayee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA! (:
may all your wishes come true my girl. (:
as long as i have eyes, i'll have a sight for you. always. (:

didn't go to school in the morning,
went to alexander hospital for checkup.

the ns doctor suspect my heart got problem.
sooo.. i had to go for an checkup at alexander.

anyway, had a ultrasonic scan thingy.
you know the scan they do for the baby?
same thing for me. just on the heart. hahaha.
on my lungs too, kinda cool to see them move. LOL.

spent around an hour or so for the examinations.
the doctor asked if anyone i know had sudden-death. -.-

but well. luckily. all is well. (:
still have to wait two months for my PES though. :X

went back to school later on.

went to causeway point to buy somethings.
helped congshen buy his earpiece and shirts.
he thinks i'm his online shopping store. -.- lol.

homed.

went to nana's house later in the night.
waited for her to come home with her parents.
everything still seems so familiar. just right.

its been such a long time since i last saw you.
but seeing you reminded me why i fell in love with you.
and its quite obvious we both have grown since,
i know, that you, too can still feel it within.

and as i told you, i respect your choices. decisions.
whatever it may be. i'll be supporting it nevertheless.

seeing you also made me realized that,
maybe being apart is better for both of us now.
i don't know what will happen. but i will hope.

i was undeniably upset, but seeing you made me smile again.
i guess seeing you was just what i needed for so long. (:
but now i know, as long as you're happy, i will be too. (:

happy birthday nana. (:


our story - 鄒敬威.Jingwei & 鄒秀婷.Justina

(ps. my eyes was swollen that day but nana still as cute. (: )

you changed my whole life.
you didn't know what you were doing to me with your love.
Chris Brown, Superhuman.

my faced smiled when the doctor said my heart was alright,
but it was my heart which lit up when i saw your smile again. (:

.

ayee.

OKAY. LESSONS ETC. not important.
the important thing today is NAPFA.

and its totally screwed up please. ):
JINGWEI seriously cannot run. LOL. stupid or dumb. -.-

anyway. for the FUN OF IT. -.- NAPFA Breakdown.

Sit Up - 48times - 5points.
Sit&Reach - 53cm - 5points.
Shuttle Run - 9'4sec - 5points.
Pull Up - 9times - 4points. ( it wasn't all standard. lol )
S.Board Jump - 250cm - 4points.

2.4km - 13mins flat - 1point. WTF. LOL.

and yes. please. Jingwei quite fit one okay. haha.
and the freaking 2.4km must spoil everything. LOL.
but nevermind, if i can shave 30secs off than silver.
if i can shave one lap off than its gold. but haiii. lol.

but the main point is. i failed NAPFA. ): sien. -.-
can go for retest. i can do it! LOL. *cross fingers*

weexin came by to pass me my presents today.
its a really really sweet and thoughtful gift,
thankyou cause it really put a smile on my face. (:

present from weexin.


one of her many, many small quotes.


365sweets/chocolates and 365quotes.
cant believe you wrote all those for me. really thoughtful..
each of each a day, till my next birthday? thats really really sweet. (:

i really appreciate and like the presents. thankyou so so much girl. (:

my heart's examination tomorrow. hopefully all is well. (:
soooo, not going school in the morning, only afternoon. :X

a bird doesn't sing because it has an answer, it sings because it has a song.
Maya Angelou

we win half the battle when we make up our minds to take the world as we find it, including the thorns.

ayee.

medical checkup today.

its an interesting experience?

but a crappy thing happened today.
everything was PES A until the doctor's checkup. -.-

PES D - awaiting Heart Examination.

i seriously what the hell, the doctor like ask me,
do you know you have 'some heart medical term'? i said idk??
than he said i need to go for heart examination in alexander.

i was seriously like wth.
am i like suppose to know anything? -.-
hopefully its all a false alarm.. |:

the saddest part is.
my heart examination is on nana's birthday. ironic huh. ):
but i wasn't in the mood to joke. just sien already.

anyway. went down to suntec city later,
just walked around again, until nine plus.
this time my phone died, soo music wasn't a given. lol.

one must not lose desires. they are mighty stimulants to creativeness, to love and to long life.
Alexander A. Bogomoletz

if you can learn from hard knocks, you can also learn from soft touches.

.

ayee.

PANEL ASSESMENT FIVE.

finally. PANELS are DONE! (:
i think it should be alright!

went to macdonalds to eat later.

forgot to bring my wallet to school today,
went all the way back home to take my wallet..

trained down to taka for some shopping. alone. muaha.

helped jason buy his presentation clothes,
wanted to help kj buy his belt, but didn't have.

i bought another pants cause mummy spoil my other one.
and and.. i bought a jacket. more like suit-jacket. :D
damn expensive laa. but nevermind. retail therapy. LOL.

the staffs i met all very nice. idk why. nice day. (:

recently, been walking in shopping centres alone alot.
usually in the past i'd always have someone beside accompanying.
but now, idk, maybe i just like to feel people walking around.

usually i have my music on the encircle myself you know?
but recently, i just open up to things around. spirit walk? LOL.

OHYA. jaryl sim took my freaking iphone today,
connected to facebook, which had me in auto-login.
and started to randomly add girls using my profile. -.-
'ahhh. this one nice. we add'. it goes.. add, add, add.

a way to get me to know more girls he says. -.-
i'll be screwed if the girls start asking who i am.

none of us can be free of conflict and woe. even the greatest men have had to accept disappointments as their daily bread.
Bernard M. Baruch

it isn't that they can't see the solution, it's that they can't see the problem.

.

ayee.

did the powerpoint slides today,
as well as the web report to submit.

nothing much actually. just work.
hopefully the panel five tomorrow is well.

my mum keep asking my brother to buy a house.
the whole breakfast was like. this house, that house.
keep saying she wants a four storey. -.-
i don't think my brother can buy it.. yet..? -.-

i'm not a big fan of 'staying' in a landed propety.
its always going to be too messy for my style. :X

anyway, thats not my concern, haha.
for me. my DREAM HOUSE. is a PENT HOUSE. :D
a private swimming pool and a city skyline view.
simple modern fittings and a part time auntie to help. :X
it will be an awesome bachelor pad. like totally. HAHAHA.
well, my aforementioned DREAMHOUSE will cost loads more. LOL.

theres a reason why i call it D.R.E.A.M.- HOUSE. haha.

well, i realized something today.
neither of my family knows about my school work.
like seriously. haha. we don't usually talk about school.
i bet they have to think awhile about what poly i'm in. LOL.

and also, they don't know about my results. hahaha.
i think my 2nd brother knows somewhat cause of mutual friends,
but other than that, i don't think my family knows much. haha.
cause whenever my results come out, they ask, i just say okay.

and parents dont have to sign anything! so there you go. LOL.
also, i never asked them to attend any award things before.. :X
they only nag that i'm always in my room never come out. haha.

they trust i know what i'm doing with my life. or do i.. haha.
i think for them, me going to school everyday is good enough. LOL.

actually i think they are more interested in my love life.
they always ask why don't i find a nice girl like nana again?
i always just give a faint smile. avoiding the question.
they are more interested in me getting a nice girl than studies.
abit weird parenting right? but its just awesome. LOL.

but nahh.. not thinking about relationships for now.
trust me. its not easy being in my mind now. twirls. lol.
need to work for my penthouse and swimming pool first. HAHA.

the blog song insomnia has more meaning than its beats. listen closely..

til this house feels like it did before .

we must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope.
Martin Luther King, Jr.

out of everything, even without you by my side.. these two days, thinking about you makes me feel better. happier. maybe i'm just happy i had the chance to be your boy.. *faint smiles*...

.

ayee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEENA! (:
may ALL your WISHES come TRUE.
you are fine as you are. worry not. (:

ANYWAY. stayed at home all day,
watched shows and just rest for the day.

back with HOWIMETYOURMOTHER.
i need to be back awesome. better me.

saw my neighbour when i was going to buy food.
talked a little with them. carried little CHELSEA! :D
she's their baby girl. super duper cute times INFINITY. :D :D
and it helps that her name's the same as my favourite football club. LOL.
she kept pinching my nose with her super small fingers. omg. CUTE. CUTE!
omg. SUPER CUTE! babies are awesome. super lovely. :D :D

haha. i have a soft spot for babies. omg. calm down. hahaa.

big bro flew back from vietnam again.
everytime he comes back, 'half-time team talk'.
LOL. thats what i always feels its like. haha.

but thats good. just what i needed. focus. (:

let me end this post with a scene from himym.

BARNEY'S HOME. DADDY'S HOME.


barney and me. we both awesome. HAHA. similar story too. haha. please. (:

believe it or not, i was not always as awesome as i am today.
Barney Stinson.

when i feel sad, i stop being sad, and be AWESOME instead. true story.

.

ayee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY! AND ME! :D
LOVE YOU MUMMY. FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE GIVEN ME. (:

my sis's fiance bought our family out for lunch,
my birthday present from them was to pay for my driving.
he keep wanting me to learn driving so i can drive his car,
i seriously don't know why everyone wants me to have my license.

now i have like four sponsors and no car. -.- LOL.

anyway! went to my cousin's house, with relatives and all. (:

went to meet my classmates at suntec again later. (:

THANKYOU EVERYONE FOR THE WISHES. (: (: (:

you will always be my girl,
and you can quote me on that statement.

there must be a reason why ms.tan always tell me.
you can be much more if you concentrate on work first.
dating comes when you know who you are, what you can do.

i never understood it.
i dont think i have a problem handling them together.
but there must be something ms.tan sees that i don't.
thought she and mr.goh always disturb me with girls,
maybe now, its a good time to take her advice and go.

happy birthday to me. (:

of age nineteen, the next step.
i will be back, stronger inside, warmer outside and better all round.
Chew Jingwei

a start of a new age. same old foundations. same wish i wished. a better me. hopefully. (:

.

ayee.

final year project.

had lunch with my classmates.

kj's girlfriend jia en made a cake for me. THANKYOU! (:

very nice chocolate fudge cakeee. (:


i don't know why they insisted the 19 candles. lol.

went down to bring the microscope up from the lab.
had to set the system up in the centre for the panel.

met my mes people later on at mes room!
slacked and made jiayi and ailin answer some CLEO questions. LOL.

decided to go serangoon central to have dinner.

mes power ranger cars. LOL.


okay, i don't know why i said power rangers. but. lol.
we have a group photo taken, think its with maxine. haha.
and yes maxine, you know what i want when i mention that. LOL.

can you see steven and glenn? damn cute i tell you. LOL.


anyway. when to eat at CHOMP CHOMP. nice dinner. HOHO.

when to Liquid Kitchen later to get some drinks.
and yess. cakeee again. :D strawberry cheesecake. haha. :D
its a outdoor place we had, very nice atmosphere. (: (:

just slacked and talked all the way there,
had a heart to heart talk with ailin, maxine and jiayi
been troubled recently, soo i needed it. (:
thanks girls. hearts all of you. :D

colin mentioned somethings in the car later,
its true i know but i'm not that strong yet.

mayday parade - miserable at best.


maybe not now, but i cannot risk screwing it up again.

though everyone says don't believe what your ex-bf says,
i know deep inside, you know i'll always be there for you.

this is not the way to get her back,
nor is this the way you should be emoing.
you spread your wings and learnt to fly alone.
the JINGWEI we know, knows how to live. what to do.
a friend.

i know i snapped, give me some time. i will be alright again. (:

.

ayee.

wore formal today,
yes, i look awesome thankyou. LOL.
okay laa. i look like a waiter, happy? haha.

ANYWAY, deputy principal visit today,
director, deputy director, centre manager entourage. lol.

but i still don't know why he came down especially,
just to view the project, everyone also don't know.
i think either its the project ending soon,
or that our expenditure is like super high. lol.

than discussed about whether to patent our system,
we were worried cause patenting costs thirty grand.
but the d.principal says no problem, just patent.
interesting how everybody's just waiting for the OK from him. lol.

mr.goh and kyaw keep joking today,
say d.principal only say 'very good' to me.
not 'excellent' cannot give me A for final year project. -.-
ms.tan keep asking them not to disturb me.

but she's the one who keep mentioning,
your gold medal and lee kuan yew gold medal depends on this ahh.
she also keep stressing me only luhhh. lol. i so poor thing... ): ):

actually it boils down to,
if i get the gold medal when i graduate,
i think i might get a shot at the lky gold medal.
sooo. its either a silver medal, or two gold medals.
of course i want the latter, but i hope i'll be good enough. ):

anyway. no use thinking about that first.
to get this semester right, i mean really right.

the only thing that has eluded me so far,
the royal flush four. highest possible hand.
hmmm. that will certainly be an interesting addition.
hopefully i'll be able to get it on my last try.

i have to climb to see where i stand. where i am.

BUT FIRST. PANEL ASSESMENT FIVE. THE FINAL PANEL. (:

when you are aspiring to the highest place, it is honorable to reach the second or even the third rank.
Cicero

my birthday wish will still be the same wish i wished a year ago. nana, imissyou.

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ayee.

final year project.

busy calibrating the system.
ms.tan, mr.goh and mr.kwee came to inspect.

that reminds me.
jiayi mentioned i'm like barney.
and ailin also say i'm very barney.
maxine also say can see similarities.

putting aside our similar 'suiting up' reasons.

he's living the kind of life i like. hahaha.
people can ask me what i'm working as and i can reply,

haha. please. *smiles*.

or maybe, we're both just AWESOME! *hi-fives barney*
and we're both going to be LEGEND-waitforit-DARY.
LEGENDARY.

and NO. BARNEY IS NOT THE PURPLE DINOSAUR. LOL.
watch HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER, CANN? (:

but. the difference would be. i don't want robin.
and NO AGAIN. NOT THE BATMAN'S SIDEKICK ROBIN. LOL.

met celine on the way to the busstop,
she seems so happy talking to me for some reason.
her classmate so sien, walking alone behind us. yikee.

saw mervyn too, he also seem happy to see me. haha..

happy to see everyone happy but i cant feel it from within. ):

that being said. i'm alright. nothing to worry about yaa.

you must learn to be still in the midst of activity, and to be vibrantly alive in repose.
Indira Gandhi

the hardest part is taking breath to stay.

.

ayee.

final year project.

went for mes meeting later on.
had the mes shirt collection booth.
discussed about the christmas party.

its going to be a hectic few weeks.

• deputy principal visit.
• panel assesment five.
• medical examination.
• napfa test.
• christmas party.
• common tests.

my birthday's coming,
but all i can think of is yours.

words were never easier for me to say.

and its not that i haven't tried dating.

cause i know i'm good for something
i just haven't found it yet, and i need it
Mayday Parade

but compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright.

.

ayee.

i have so much to say.
but i cant cause i'm afraid.

jiayou for your exams. (:

its been three whole days since i slept.

a bad day. alright. back to my work.

everything should be made as simple as possible ... but not simpler.
Albert Einstein

break me down into my roots and its much of her you'll find.

.

ayee.

went to make ice-cream cake with mes.

ben&jerry's ice-cream cake making.


all i'm going to say is that i didn't wipe it off later. LOL


they say my cake very small kid, ): where got! ):


taken with my desktop screen in the lab. i was bored. lol.


like i said. i was bored. lol.


walked around cathay later on,
ailin wanted to buy a converse shoe,
but it didn't have it at cathay's left foot.
saw ben yeo at the store. i stared at him. lol -.-
cause i seriously wasn't sure if it was him. haha.

walked to cine, ailin bought the shoe.
took some photos. with ailin again,
i think theres quite some photos with her. lol.
from long time ago till now i think. haha.

went to waraku at heeren to eat dinner.
helped jiayi pick something as a gift to someone.

ohyeaa. met nick chia over there.
didn't feel like clubbing tonight. no mood. urgh.

went home and continued doing work.

admist of everything. i'm really happy for you maxine. (:
and thanks for hearing me rant about my past mistakes.

nana. ismy.

i have always felt. my biggest right was you.
and your biggest mistake was ever dating me. ):

my formula for living is quite simple. i get up in the morning and i go to bed at night. in between i occupy myself as best i can.
Cary Grant

keep breathing. we both know i'm not that strong.

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ayee.

final year project.

i just remembered, it was pouring yesterday.
and me, being trapped in the lab all day,
didn't realize it was flooding outside.
i barely knew it was raining. lol.

i only knew about the floodings at night,
when i was at home, looking at facebook.
than i realized all the fun i missed out on.

some photos courtesy of nick chia. (:

hmmm.. where's my boat to the other side? lol.


a submerged canteen three. hahaha.


i'm sure the new NP swimming pool should be cleaner? O.o?!


OH. my cousin just tagged a photo of me in facebook.

my sister was carrying me. don't i look cute?


i meant last time, now, i'm damn chui can.. hahaha. :b

bought a new earpiece, i change earpiece every month. :X

its your exam period. i shouldn't have blogged about it.

i really hope you didn't see it. ):

but compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
and when we look to the sky, it's not mine, but i want it so..
Mayday Parade

and everything i would give is everything you couldn't take..

.

ayee.

final year project.
yes. again. and yes. again. lol.

everyone's like done with their project.
final panel is like end of november,
but since my project is funded,
i'll have to close it in february.
and prepare it for the openHOUSE, technoFAIR.

well, i don't mind. hahaha. more fun. (:

ohyaa. i'm going shanghai over christmas.
i actually wanted to stay back to do work.
but my family and relatives keep complaining
that i do too much work, need to take a break.

therefore, i'm on my way to a forced holiday. lol.
with my cousins, relatives and family. very awesome. haha. (:

but like seriously, do i look asif i work too hard?
okay... maxine just said i'm a workaholic on msn. -.-
and geena just messaged me to not be so stressed.

haha. please. i'm enjoying can. lol. (:

to do anything in this world worth doing, we must not stand back shivering and thinking of the cold and danger, but jump in and scramble through as well as we can.
Sydney Smith

even if you're on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there.

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ayee.

final year project.

its e-learning week.
but i'm back everyday 8am-6pm. haha.

mr.goh keep stressing me.
keep coming down to inspect the project.

and i found out that..
the deputy principal's coming down..
because the principal wants to see the project.
so he's sending dp.foo to scout the area first.
geena totally freaked out when she knew it. haha.
and apparently fizzy cola relieves stress? weird theory lol.

back to topic, which means. i have to do two presentation.
but well, it just means.. time to SUIT-UP! and look AWESOME. LOL.

anyway. alvin helped me collect the cheque,
or rather deposit for the dinner and dance. thanks! (:

helped geena collect water samples today. haha.
people walking past thought we were fishing. -.- lol.

went home around six plus.

still doing the programming now.
i'm usually busy, but now, when i SAY i'm busy,
i'm seriously being swamped. hahaha.
but the funny thing is. i'm enjoying it. lol.

act decidedly and take the consequences. no good is ever done by hesitation.
Thomas Henry Huxley

delay always breeds danger, and to protract a great design is often to ruin it.

.

ayee.

final year project.
need to churn out three more programs.
a little background about my program.

it uses a unqiue programming language.
and the license cost my project 7grand.
the bad thing is. i've to learn everything.
cause i'm the only one in school that uses it.

the good thing is. final year projects in the states,
majority uses this language for their universities. :D

anyway. mr.thihan, our course manager called me,
to discuss some timetabling issue for mechatronics.
i feel like i'm the advisor or something. hahaha. :b

the whole automation centre was empty today.
and i was making it my own. dancing around. LOL.
i bet the security cam captured some funny moments. :X

tis the sunset of life gives me mystical lore, and coming events cast their shadows before.
Thomas Campbell

till the sun grows cold, and the stars are old, and the leaves of the Judgment Book unfold.

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ayee.

final year project. (not surprisingly) lol.

deputy principal's visiting next tuesday.

nothing much today. just computations.

been seeing people in relationships,
especially girls making ... choices.
stubborn till people give up trying to help.

the basic principle to remember is this.
and this goes out to every girl out there. (who reads my blog) :b
guys will need you more than you need them. (they just don't know yet)
they will make you millions of promises in their frantic pursuit of you.

most importantly. do not follow guys to a different school, job or choice.
make your own choices and stay true to yourself. make the guy follow you.
there are more guys than girls in the world. you can take your pick.

and of course. studies always comes first. LISTEN.
be strong, independent, self-loving and self-confident.
your teenage boy isn't the one. THE ONE's still out there.

trust me. i'm a guy. given opportunity on equal grounds,
we would to date the doctor, not the receptionist.

ANYWAY.
happened to watch the 7pm Channel8 show just now.
SERIOUSLY. what is wrong with the mother and daughters?!
totally irks me with their behavior. their haughtiness. omfg.

imo. the husband is totally retarded to get a wife like this.
i know its just a show, but i'm seriously appalled by them.

maybe its just me. but i was seriously seriously -.-. lol.

a single event can awaken within us a stranger totally unknown to us. to live is to be slowly born.

Antoine de Saint-Exupery

experience is not what happens to a man. it is what a man does with what happens to him.

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ayee.

watching Numb3rs Season SIX.
and also. HEROES Season FOUR.

yeahhh. been watching more shows lately. haha.

e-learning next week. hmmmm.
but still need to go back do fyp.

ms.tan just called me.
though i'm not going for the study camp,
she still need me to sign the indemnity form.
so technically, i'm a ghost camper. lol.
cause some lecturers not pleased i'm not there i think. :X

19th century its Britain,
20th century its America.
21st century belongs to China.

various empires rose to power, prospered and spread their influence.
all the glorious empires have something in common. spectacular collapse.

well, and the world's taking shape in the image of China. the fall of america is inevitable. the government is just stalling. if they look back in history, they'll know that the cost of prolonging their debts would far exceed what they would have incurred had they gone into a mass exodus of recession.

with the debts of american company, the chinese went shopping. like cool luh. haha.

a statistic, an average american saves barely 3% of their earnings.
while the average working chinese saves 40% of their work pay.
they work from dusk to dawn. how can a country like this not have potential to rise.

that being said. if you followed the apec summit these few days.
you'll realize the shrinking influence the americans are having.

OKIE. back to my HEROES. (:

pss. twelve more days to my birthday. :b

to get others to come into our ways of thinking, we must go over to theirs; and it is necessary to follow, in order to lead.

William Hazlitt

if you can learn from hard knocks, you can also learn from soft touches. (:

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ayee.

did rmv revision.
sending emails about dinner and dance.

aunt deidre bought me a chelsea jersey.
hohoho. my first soccer jersey. hahaa. (:

went down to zouk at night.
sort of to celebrate jem's birthday. (:
but seriously too crowded. stupid sim event. -.-

putting off an easy thing makes it hard.
putting off a hard thing makes it impossible.
George Claude Lorimer

in putting off what one has to do, one runs the risk of never being able to do it.

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ayee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEM!
FRIDAY THE 13TH AIN'T SCARY! LOL.

rmv lecture, tutorial and lab.

anyway. met yennyenn after school.
went to vivocity to watch Coraline.
first time watching a 3D movie. lol.
okay please. i'm outdated i know. haha. :b

coraline 3d: be careful what you wish for. :b


i got frightened in some parts of the movie. lol.

if there is another world, he lives in bliss, if there is none, he makes the best out of this.
Robert Burns

if you won't be better tomorrow than you were today, then what do you need tomorrow for?

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ayee.

final year project in the morning.

tried some experiments. not sucessful. ):

anyway. went to eat at canteen four.

helped out with the MES shirt booth at one.
collecting money. lol. and issue reciepts.
saw the director and deputy director, very funny.

ailin, shaun and i were like. want to ask anot?
than i was like. just ask laaa. surely can one. hahaha.
ended up getting them to place an order for the MES shirt.

now maybe we'll make a black staff version for them. HAHA.

dct lessons all the way until four.
was discussing something with kyaw in the centre,
geena messaged me to borrow some of our lab stuffs.
so i went down to the lab to pass her the things.

HOMED.

finished project management homework.
doing some accounting for dinner and dance.

read this somewhere. i find it really true.

relationships should have the basis of mutual recognition, respect and admiration. affection is of the heart, intense it is, but it needs even stronger elements to keep it flaming.

anyway. my brother flew back from vietnam,
passed me his stock portfolio, i asked for much less.
he said i'll take any gain. while he'll take the loss.
but i told him no. i'll use my own saving for the loss.

lol. idk why i said that. but i seriously feel.
you need to feel the pinch to learn the stock market.
try when i graduate. studies more important now. haha. (:
brother flew back to vietnam again. three days only.

director at twenty nine years of age.
how am i going to get close to that. ROAR ROAR!!!

anyway. subscribing to starhub for bloomberg and reuters.
i don't know why. i don't even have time for tv shows. lol.

i already have a monthly subscription of.. straits times news, forbes magazine, financial review magazine and fortune magazine. on top of that, he buys a book for us to read everytime he comes back. this time's a jim roger's a gift to my children. its a book about investments. hahaha.

we're not groomed well enough he says.

well. i'm going to chase him down and make him think again. MUAHA!

okay. people self-high, i self-awesome cann?~ HAHA! :b

if one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavours to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours.
Henry David Thoreau

perseverance: a lowly virtue whereby mediocrity achieves a glorious success.

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ayee.

dct and pm lectures.
had lunch at SIM food court.

went back to the centre for fyp.
spent the whole day slacking and programming. lol.

someone hid congshen's wallet today. haha.
passed fm2010 to shaun, zul, congshen and jaryl already.
feeling like a illegal distributor. LOL.

viknesh's idea. HAHAHAHAHA!


feeling lazy, so. photos to do the talking. lol.

my labcoat has a hoodie! lol!


project management lecture. K.O.


they playing puzzle fighter in centre.


my typical night work. :b


if i had one wish for my children, it would be that each of them would reach for goals that have meaning for them as individuals.
Lillian Carter

the great and glorious masterpiece of man is to know how to live to purpose.

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ayee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS.TAN! :D

went back to school today.
had to do some lab experiments.

recorded twenty gbs of video.
moving down to the lab is just awesome. lol.

need to collect reservoir water soon.
apparently, from all the reserviors. O.o!

anyway. went up to the office around six.
talked to mr.david about the dinner and dance.

homed. sometimes you need to listen to what others say.

life is like a game of cards. the hand that is dealt you represents determinism; the way you play it is free will.
Jawaharlal Nehru

smart we are not, but we can always close the gap by making better decisions. true story. (:

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ayee.

final year project.

first of all, MONDAY BLUES! :D

CHELSEA 1-0 MANCHESTER UNITED.
truth be told, i don't mind either arsenal or chelsea winning the throphy.
cause i feel both teams are playing with heart & style, deserves to win. (:

spent the whole day in the lab.

trying to push the deputy principal visit.
don't really want him to visit now. urghh. ):

and. mdm.regina isn't really happy,
cause we moved the project down to the lab.
while she wants our project to be in the centre.
so it'll be better for advertising the centre. ):

anyway! recorded ten gbs of videos today.
dr.jason is starting to give me weird looks. hmmm. LOL.

runnin through the monsoon beyound the world to the end of time where the rain won't hurt
Tokio Hotel

as the waves crashed around you, sunsets never were so bright and the skies never so blue. :D

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ayee.

woke up around twelve.
took train down to habourfront.
bus-ed to my cousin's house.

had a small gathering,
my mum was already there in the morning.
aunties and uncles so kancheong to play mahjong. lol.

spent the whole day over there.
played playstation three, and ouch!
my thumb became so sore, too long never play. hahaa.

but in my opinion, seriously, pes10.
cristiano ronaldo is too imbalanced in the game.
bc was using madrid, he's fast, strong and doesn't miss.
it was like my ac.milan team versus c.ronaldo. -.-. LOL.

seriously no player can keep up with him. -.-
he just leaves everyone in the dust. D:
or maybe i'm just super lousy. lol. maybe thats it! haha!

then one day you find, ten years have got behind you. no one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.
Pink Floyd

stop making plans, start making sense. (:

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